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intro I am not a professional musician. But I do like to compose music and, sometimes, as one may have already noticed, lyrics and other artistic writings. Here I will publish some of that stuff. Some might like it, I guess.
Of course, I do not consider anything here to be my property - use it in your own work, create your art from this, whatever. in sono Coming up. in scripto Here are some lyrics, cryptic and other writings done over the years. Some of these (most earlier stuff) were made when I was expressing [strongly] polarized behavior and may be of low quality. Not that the rest is high quality either - it's just a play of words and structures, sometimes with a deeper meaning, sometimes maybe not.
Droga (1998)
    x -chopping
    \ -slide down

 _____________________4x_____________________
/     3x(1st)           \                    \
e----------------|-------|--------------------|
B----------------|-------|--------------------|
G----------------|-------|--------------------|
D--2-2-4-2-2-2-5-|-2-7-5-|-2-2-4-2-2-2---2----|
A--0-0-0-0-3-0-3-|-0-5-3-|-0-0-0-0-3-0-x-0--5-|
E----------------|-------|-------------3----3-|

             4x                     4x             2x              2x
e---------------------------|-------------3-|---------------|-------------3-|
B---------------------------|-------------3-|-------------3-|-------------3-|
G---------------------------|-------------0-|-2-2-4-4-2-2-2-|-------------0-|
D-2-2-4-4-2-x-2-2-4-4-2-2---|-2-2-4-4-2-2-0-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-|-2-2-4-4-2-2-0-|
A-0-0-0-0-0-x-0-0-0-0-0-0-5-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-|-------------2-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-|
E-------------------------3-|-------------3-|---------------|-------------3-|

            4x                           6x
e------------------------|-------------------------------|
B--------------------3-3-|---------3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-|
G---------1-1--1-1-x-2-0-|-2-2-4-4-0-0-0-0-0-2-2-2-2-0-0-|
D-2-2-4-4-2-2--2-2-x-0-0-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-x-x-x-x-x-|
A-0-0-0-0-2-2--2-2-x-x-x-|---------2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-3-3-|
E--------------------2-3-|---------3-3-3-3-3-------------|

            3x
e-----------------2--|-----|
B-----------------3--|-----|
G-2-2-4-4-2-2-2-5-2--|-----|
D-0-0-0-0-2-2-2-5-0--|-5-5-|
A---------0-0-0-3----|-3-2-|
E--------------------|-----|

              2x                                 4x          2x
e-2-2---2-2---2-2-3-2-2-2-----|-2-2-3-2-2-|-2-2---2-2-------|-------|--------|
B-3-3---3-3---3-3-3-3-3-3-----|-3-3-3-3-3-|-3-3---3-3-------|-------|--------|
G-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-----|-2-2-2-2-2-|-2-2-2-2-2-2-----|-------|--------|
D-------------------------x-x-|-----------|-------------x-x-|-x-x-x-|--------|
A-------------------------3-2-|-----------|-------------3-2-|-2-3-2-|-x-x-x--|
E-----------------------------|-----------|-----------------|-------|-3-2-3--|


e-----------------|---------------|-------|------------------|
B-----------------|---------------|-------|------------------|
G---7--5----------|---------------|-------|------------------|
D-5-7--5-5-3--7-5-|-2-2-4-2-2-2-5-|-2-7-5-|-2-2-4-2-2-2---2--| 
A-5-5--3-5-3--7-5-|-0-0-0-0-3-0-3-|-0-5-3-|-0-0-0-0-3-0-x-0--|
E-3------3-1--5-3-|---------------|-------|-------------3----|

           - Place for the solo -

             4x                     4x             2x              2x
e---------------------------|-------------3-|---------------|-------------3-|
B---------------------------|-------------3-|-------------3-|-------------3-|
G---------------------------|-------------0-|-2-2-4-4-2-2-2-|-------------0-|
D-2-2-4-4-2-x-2-2-4-4-2-2---|-2-2-4-4-2-2-0-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-|-2-2-4-4-2-2-0-|
A-0-0-0-0-0-x-0-0-0-0-0-0-5-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-|-------------2-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-|
E-------------------------3-|-------------3-|---------------|-------------3-|

            4x                           6x
e------------------------|-------------------------------|
B--------------------3-3-|---------3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-|
G---------1-1--1-1-x-2-0-|-2-2-4-4-0-0-0-0-0-2-2-2-2-0-0-|
D-2-2-4-4-2-2--2-2-x-0-0-|-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-x-x-x-x-x-x-|
A-0-0-0-0-2-2--2-2-x-x-x-|---------2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-3-3-|
E--------------------2-3-|---------3-3-3-3-3-------------|

            3x
e-----------------2--|-----|
B-----------------3--|-----|
G-2-2-4-4-2-2-2-5-2--|-----|
D-0-0-0-0-2-2-2-5-0--|-5-5-|
A---------0-0-0-3----|-3-2-|
E--------------------|-----|

              2x                                 4x          2x
e-2-2---2-2---2-2-3-2-2-2-----|-2-2-3-2-2-|-2-2---2-2-------|-------|--------|
B-3-3---3-3---3-3-3-3-3-3-----|-3-3-3-3-3-|-3-3---3-3-------|-------|--------|
G-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-----|-2-2-2-2-2-|-2-2-2-2-2-2-----|-------|--------|
D-------------------------x-x-|-----------|-------------x-x-|-x-x-x-|--------|
A-------------------------3-2-|-----------|-------------3-2-|-2-3-2-|-x-x-x--|
E-----------------------------|-----------|-----------------|-------|-3-2-3--|


e-----------------|-----------|-
B-----------------|-----------|-
G---7--5----------|-----------|-
D-5-7--5-5-3--7-5-|-2-2-4-4-2-|-
A-5-5--3-5-3--7-5-|-0-0-0-0-0-|-
E-3------3-1--5-3-|-----------|-


1st verse:

(1) Ja nisam bio jedan od mnogih,
    bio sam drugaciji od svih.
(1) Ja nisam bio jedan od onih,
    bio sam bolji od njih.

(2) Misle da su na ovom svijetu sami,
(2) nemaju nista u toj prokletoj glavi.
(3) Bez zivota, tupi pogled u ocima,
(2) bez pravog cilja, lutaju nocima.

(4) Svi su oni isti, svi su oni psi,  
(4) leze na cesti, puse kerozin!         -2x
(5) Nemaju para da kupe drogu pravu,
(5) nemaju novca ni za obicnu travu!     -2x

(6) Volio bih biti netko drugi,
(6) Volio bih znati sto se nalazi,
(7) preko granice, daleko od stvarnosti.

2nd verse:

(2) Stajao sam na rubu, duboko u tami,
(2) pognute glave, buljeci u prazno.
(3) Bez ikakve nade, spasa na vidiku,
(2) Drzao sam bodez, ali bojao se kraja.

(4) Ti sad ne znas kamo, ti sad ne znas kud,
(4) Ti se malo gubis, il' se pravis lud!     -2x
(5) Vise ne znas zasto, kako i kada,
(5) Heroin je tvoja jedina nada!         -2x

(6) Volio bih biti netko drugi,
(6) Volio bih znati sto se nalazi,
(7) preko granice, daleko od stvarnosti.
The inner voices - instrumental (1998)
Only part tabbed for now

~ -hand vibrato
p -pull off
h -hold
b -bend
\ -slide down
/ -slide up

             5x
e---------------------------|-------------------------------------|
B---------------------------|-------------------------------------|
G---------------------------|-------------------------------------|
D-----0--------7-------0----|-----0-----0-----0-------------------|
A---9---9-7------9~-9~---9--|---7-----5-----4---4~------------2\--|
E-7---------9b--------------|-5-----3-----2-------------0-3-0-----|

           8x
e----------------------|------------------------------------------|
B----------------------|------------------------------------------|
G-----0-----0-----0----|---------0-------0-------0-------0--------|
D---4-----3-----2---2--|-------2---2---2---2---2---2---2---2------|
A-5-----4-----3--------|-3-2-0-------0-------3-------3--------3-2-|
E----------------------|------------------------------------------|

            2x
e-------------------------|
B-------------------------|
G-----0---0-------0---0---|
D---2---2---2---2---2---2-|
A-0-----------3-----------|
E-------------------------|

           3x                        4x
e----------------------|-----|------------------|
B----------------------|-----|------------------|
G-----0-----0-----0----|-----|-----0-----2p-0---|
D---4-----3-----2---2--|-----|---2---2-3------2-|
A-5-----4-----3--------|-3-2-|-0----------------|
E----------------------|-----|------------------|

                  4x                               8x
e-------------------------------------|-----|---------------------|
B-------------------------------------|-----|---------------------|
G-----0-----0-2-------0-4-------0-2---|-----|-----0-----0-----0---|
D---2---2-3-----3\--5-----5/--3-----3-|-2---|---4-----3-----2---2-|
A-3-----------------------------------|---3-|-5-----4-----3-------|
E-------------------------------------|-----|---------------------|

                                     4x
e-------------------------|----------------------|-------|
B-------------------------|-----------2-----2----|-------|
G-----2-2-2-3h--2-2-2-3h--|-2-2-2-3h----3-----3--|-2-2-2-|
D-----3-3-2-3h--3-2-3-3h--|-3-3-2-3h------3------|-3-3-2-|
A-3-2-3-3-------3---3-----|-3-3------------------|-3-3---|
E-------------------------|----------------------|-------|

                    4x
e-----------------------------------------|-------------------------|
B-----2-----2-----2-------1-----1-----1---|-----2-----2-----2-------|
G-3h----3-----3-----3-2h----2-----2-----2-|-3h----3-----3-----3-2h--|
D-3h------3-----3-----3h------3-----3-----|-3h------3-----3-----3h--|
A-----------------------------------------|-------------------------|
E-----------------------------------------|-------------------------|

               8x /Needs to be changed! Listen the tape!
e-----------------------------|------------------------------|
B---1-----1-------1---2---3-1-|---1-----1--------------------|
G-2---2-----2---3---3---3-----|-----2-----2---3-2------------|
D-3-----3-----3---------------|-3-----3-----3-----3-2--------|
A-----------------------------|-----------------------3-2b\--|
E-----------------------------|------------------------------|

e-----------------------------------|
B-----------------------------------|
G-----0-----0-----0-----------------|
D---4-----3-----2---2---------------|
A-5-----4-----3--------3b-(2)-2p-0--|
E-----------------------------------|
Head hunters (1998)
~ -hand vibrato
x -chopping
p -pull off
h -hold
b -bend

Intro:
                          3x
               _________________________
              /    3x     \             \
e------------|-------------|-------------|------------------------------------------|
B------------|-------------|-------------|------------------------------------------|
G------------|-------4-----|-7-6---5-----|------------------------------------------|
D--------4~--|---4-5---5-4-|-----7---7-5-|-4----------5-4--------5-4----------------|
A----4-5-----|-7-----------|-------------|---5-4-3~-------5-3~-------5-3~----3-2p-0-|
E--7---------|-------------|-------------|------------------------------------------|

1st verse:

         1st                    2nd                    3rd
e--------------------|-----------------------|--------------------------|---------|
B--------------------|-----------------------|--------------------------|---------|
G--------------------|-----------------------|--------------------------|---------|
D-------2-2h--5--7h--|-----2-2h----------7h--|-------6b-3--3-5b-(3)-----|---------|
A-0-3-4-0-0h--3--5h--|-3-4-0-0h--4-3-5-3-5h--|-0-3-4-----5----------3~--|--3-2p-0-|
E--------------------|-----------------------|--------------------------|---------|

(1st) I'm the last one, last head to blow,
(2nd) of the thausands, standing in a row.
(1st) I can't think, cannot see at all,
(2nd) hear the sound of the bloody sword.
(1st) In the dark, there's a lightning shown,
(2nd) it's the scull of the flaming corpse.
(3rd) Cause, it's the death we are living for......

2nd verse:

e-----------------------------------------------------|
B-----------------------------------------------------|
G-2-2-2-2-2-2--5-5-5-5-5-5----------------------------|
D-2-2-2-2-2-2--5-5-5-5-5-5--5-5-5-5-5-5-5------3------|
A-0-0-0-0-0-0--3-3-3-3-3-3--5-5-5-5-5-5----6-5---5-3--|
E---------------------------3-3-3-3-3-3---------------|
                 
                         4th
e----------------------------------------------------|--------|
B----------------------------------------------------|--------|
G-2-2-2-2-2---5-5-5-5-5------------------------------|--------|
D-2-2-2-2-2---5-5-5-5-5---5-5-5-5-5------------------|--------|
A-0-0-0-0-0-0-3-3-3-3-3-5-5-5-5-5-5-----5-6p-(5)-3~--|-3-2p-0-|
E-------------------------3-3-3-3-3-5-6--------------|--------|

(4th) Unholy voices and screams from the dungeons, 
      shadows and ghosts, coming for us.
(4th) Tryin' to turn us, turn us to killers,
      Tryin' to make us, make us believe. 
(4th) Is there a way to escape out of the fears,
      Brake down the chains, shot down in flames?

3rd verse:

       5th
e---------3h--2h--|-3-2h--3-2h--2h-|
B-1h--1h--0h--3h--|-3-3h--3-3h--3h-|
G-2h--0h--0h--2h--|-0-2h--0-2h--2h-|
D-2h--2h--0h--0h--|---0h----0h--0h-|
A-0h--3h--xh------|----------------|
E---------3h------|----------------|

(5th) Scared by the kings from our endless dreams,
      livin' for the thruth, but livin' through the fear.
(5th) All the brave ones died by the swords,
      will not let us be, show other side to me.
(5th) All the other things we saw in our dreams,
      are now happening to us, happening for real...
(5th) There's only one hope left in our hopeless dreams,
      nothing else to see, nothing more to steal.

           4x
e--------3-2h-3-2h--2h-|-----
B-2h-----3-3h-3-3h--3h-|-2h--
G-2h-----0-2h-0-2h--2h-|-2h--
D-2h-------0h---0h--0h-|-2h--
A-0h-------------------|-0h--
E----------------------|-----

Flaming sculls, watch out!

Chorus:

e---------------------------------------------------------|
B---------------------------------------------------------|
G---------------------------------------------------------|
D-x-x-x---5~--6b-5--------------------3~------------------|
A-3-3-3-6----------6-5-------5-6p-(5)-----6-5-6b-5----3~--|
E----------------------6~--6-----------------------6b-----|
                                                 .
                                                /|\
Head hunters     -coming with the fire      \    |
Head hunters     -faster than a storm        \___|
                  master's gonna fall,       /
                  gonna ride the fireball!  /

4th verse:

          6th                    7th
e----------------------|----------------------|
B----------------------|----------------------|
G-2h--5h---------------|-2h--5h---------------|
D-2h--5h--5h---2-5-----|-2h--5h--5h-----5-2h--|
A-0h--3h--5h---0-3-5h--|-0h--3h--5h---2-3-0h--|
E---------3h-------3h--|---------3h-----------|
                
(6th) Our brains washed out, clean from memories, 
      now full of shits, and those dirty lies:
(7th) "We're all servants, and slaves of
       deadly masters, our mission is to
       serve, and then slowly die..."

Solo

5th verse:

                           8th                                         9th
e-----------0----------------------------0------------------|-----------0--2h--------|
B---------1---3p-0---0h----------------1---3p-0---0h--------|---------1----3h----2h--|
G-------2----------2-----------------0----------0-----------|-------2------2h----2h--|
D-----2----------------------------2------------------------|-----2------------x-2h--|
A-0h-----------------------3-2-3h-----------------------3-2-|-0h---------------x-0h--|
E-----------------------------------------------------------|------------------------|

(8th) No, this is not a lie, can't you
      see, this is not a mystery...
(8th) They, they will always be, they
      will stay, stay in our heads.
(8th) Hey, why we have to pay, pay
      the price, pay for our lives?
(8th) Now, when all this is gone,
      I saw a child, standing on the edge,
(9th) The crown is down, he's all in pain,
(9th) waiting for the sun to rise again.
Game of life (1999)
x -chopping

   A1         A2           A3               A4            A5
e---0---| |---0---| |-----0-----0--| |--0-0-2-3-2-0--| |---3---|
B---1---| |---0---| |-------0------| |--0---3-3-3-1--| |---3---|
G---0---| |---0---| |--1------1----| |--1---2-2-2-2--| |---0---|
D---2---| |---2---| |--2-----------| |------0---0-2--| |---0---|
A-------| |-------| |--2-----------| |------------0--| |---x---|
E-------| |-------| |--0-----------| |---------------| |---3---|

   A6         A7
e---3---| |---5---|
B---3---| |---5---|
G---4---| |---6---|
D---5---| |---7---|
A---5---| |---7---|
E---3---| |---5---|

A1                     A2
Sometimes I think that life 's just a game,
A1                    A2
Played by the gods of eternal flame.
A1               A2
Day after night, night after day,
A1                    A2
It's always the same, the same every day.
A1                             A2
When they say to you, you were born to live,

G          C        C          G           C
You try to believe, you hear a scream from inside,

A3                A4
Then you realize, it's a big dirty lie...             -2x

Am            A5   D   F   C
Cause we were all born to die
C             A5   D   F   C
Yes,  we were all born to die
C             A5   D   F   C
Cause we were all born to die,

C       A6    A6       A7     D
But you don't know the reason why,
D       A6    A6       A7     D
No, you don't know the reason why...

           _____________3x____________
          /                           \
e-3-2-2--|-7-8-7--5-6-5--3-5-3-2-2-3-2-|--2--|
B-3-3-3--|-8-8-8--6-6-6--3-3-3-3-3-3-3-|--3--|
G-2---2--|-----------------------------|--2--|
D-----0--|-----------------------------|--0--|
A--------|-----------------------------|-----|
E--------|-----------------------------|-----|

A1                                   A2
When your mind crashes down, and you go insane,
A1                      A2
You finally understand, life is a game.
A1                          A2
Now played by yourself, and nobody else,
A1                         A2
Can play on his own, cause it's your game.
A1                             A2
They will have to pay, if they want to play,

G               C     C   G      C
This game ain't fair, but nobody cares,

A3                 A4
Play by the rules, or you will lose the game...      -2x

Am          A5   D     F    C
Just try to look up in the sky
C           A5   D     F    C
Yes, try to look up in the sky
C           A5   D     F    C
Just try to look up in the sky,

C             A6  A6  A7     D
And  you will see the reason why,
D             A6  A6  A7     D
Yes, you will see the reason why...

           _____________3x____________
          /                           \
e-3-2-2--|-7-8-7--5-6-5--3-5-3-2-2-3-2-|--2--|
B-3-3-3--|-8-8-8--6-6-6--3-3-3-3-3-3-3-|--3--|
G-2---2--|-----------------------------|--2--|
D-----0--|-----------------------------|--0--|
A--------|-----------------------------|-----|
E--------|-----------------------------|-----|

It was that morning, I've found myself,
Standing on a line, between the dream and reality.
They've found my soul, at the edge of insanity...

Sparks and flames all over the place,
The game was over...
Rage of fire (1999)
I'm gonna make a devil of myself,
gonna take the evil outside.
Summon the demons out of me,
a lot of bad things I'm gonna do..

and when I'm done, I'll do the same to you...

But the things went wrong and bad,
I did something I never wanted, not today,
And my soul went the wrong way...

Hey, is this a curse, the final damnation?
Can't think of the worse situation.
Am I in hell, cause the fire's all I see,
The fire rages all around me...

Rage, Rage, it burns flesh of me
Fire, Fire, raging inside me

Rage, Rage, it burns all around me
Fire, Fire, raging inside me
Piece of time (2002)
moments of time are passing by
faster every day, time's running away
one moment I'm child
the other one I say goodbye...

if only I could slow it down
if I could run before my time...
but I'm a man, not a god...

I can hear the time passing by
and as I sleep it steals my life,
my little piece of time...

*Chorus (2x)

 the time races with my mind
 and I can't win, I know
 I can't tow the line
 the time.. wins every round

I can't stop the clock
the seconds are getting away
another hour, another day
my life is fading away...

*Chorus (2x)

 the time races with my mind
 and I can't win, I know
 I can't tow the line
 the time.. wins every round (2x)

*Solo

I can hear the time passing by
and as I sleep, it steals my life,
my little piece of time...
Rusted truth (2003)
And when my trust begins to rust
and at the end just turns to dust
then I'll know there's a life
in every truth and every lie
there's a time in place
when every thing has to sigh and die
where everything goes to die

So while you're here don't hesitate
don't wait to realize a life of dreams
just be alive just be alive
Blijeda noć (2003)
Svaka noć je tako tiha, tako ista
Uvijek gluho priča o samoći,
nijemo govorim u sebi...
Brojim uvijek sate i minute
dok razmišljam o tebi
I kako minuta ostaje sve manje
one postaju sve duže
a meni sve je teže...
I u sitne sate, kada noć već polako blijedi
moje oči traže tebe
uvijek traže ono što najviše vidjet vrijedi
Blijeda noć izblijedjela je moje lice
a sad već i kapi slane kiše
brišu ga još više
Umorne oči čekaju na tebe
čekaju da dan pretvoriš u san
i mole da ostane vječan
Less than nothing (2005)
why is it that
I can see thru you
why are you so pale
bright just as a day

why are all your words
all your lies
I wonder if there's something true
in your head
behind those lying eyes

no, there's nothin' real
nothing about you
can make me feel
anything

faking smiles
faking cries
you're everything
but less than nothing
makes me wonder how
whenever did you die
Brza rijeka (2012)
Ti izvireš iz planine strme
ti si brza čista rijeka
i ja neću biti tvrda stijena
što stade ti na put
jer ti ćeš me obići čim prije
i hladno nastaviti teći
kao da me nikad nitko stvorio nije

mogao bih biti splav
kojeg ćeš uvijek nositi sa sobom
ali strahovat ću od vodopada
jer nakon svakog većeg
bit će me sve manje
sve dok me jednom
tvoja zbilja ne proguta cijelog

ja ću zato biti sunce
što probit će tvoje oblake
da te hladnu zagrije
pa da možeš nastaviti teći
i da život može bujati u tebi

kada teško stijenje
ponekad zakrči tvoj put i nadu
ja bit ću kiša
koja ulijeva ti moć i snagu

a noću kad se svaki novi smjer
pretvori u pravi strah
ja bit ću puni mjesec
koji toku obasjava tvoj smjeli put

i na kraju kada utoneš u plavo more
ja postati ću modro nebo
a u sumrak mi ćemo se sresti
i kao jedno zajedno uroniti u san
Lud soj (2014)
ti se bojiš, ti mi bježiš
kao da te tjeram, kao da te gonim,
a ja samo stojim, samo želim da te volim

čas sam lud, čas sam svoj
a samo želim biti tvoj

život bez tebe je traženje tebe
život bez tebe je živjeti bez sebe

čas sam lud, čas sam svoj
ni pameti nemam kada nisam tvoj

ne želim ništa niti želim sve
samo želim biti tvoj

zato daj, dopusti mi da budem tvoj, 
jer ovako lud sam, stvarno lud sam soj
Oče znaš (2016)
Oče znaš,
ti si još na nebesima
a ovako stvari stoje
žedne su ovce tvoje
posljednji se gutljaji broje
zato siđi u kraljevstvo svoje
podaj piće i kaži svima - ko je!

Pelin naš svagdanji daj nam danas,
i plati nam duge naše,
kako u Griču, tako i u Enigmi.

Ne dovedi nas do mamurluka i prazne čaše
nego izbavi od toga i sve drugove naše!

Amen.
Prokletstvo savršenstva (2017)
Žalim one koji su savršeni
jer lišeni su grešaka
i mana da uče na njima
osuđeni su da zauvijek 
žive u trenutku 
ponavljajući istu sudbu opet i još jednom
dok druge mjena nosi u budućnost
na krilima grešne prošlosti

tko nije griješio nije napredovao
tko nikad nije žalio nije se osvijestio

a takvi bez svijesti i bez cilja 
lutaju u težnji da svijet čine boljim
naivno i ludo misleći da taj put 
završava a nikad ne počinje sa njima

svaki let mora imati početak i kraj
moraš čvrsto stati na tlo i poletjeti
da bi znao kako sletjeti na cilj
onaj tko leti a nikad nije zapravo poletio
može samo pasti, a ako je letio visoko
možda više nikad ni ne ustati
jer tvrdo je i čvrsto tlo
jedino sigurno i najviše stvarno
Introverted, life after all (2019)
And, after all, in water, no one can see one cry.. and try to save one. 
God, how I hate saving. 
The tears of one shall set the others free.. 
I learn, as tears of Earth have set wild free. 
When my self cries, this water sets some of my selves free. 
When I'm free of all but imagination, all of me shall be completely free, and thus... 
Have everything, by one possible to imagine. 
Wasted space-time (2019)
When your space is due, live it through. 
When your time is due, die thy body in honor, 
or don't live at all. 
If you have been wasting space, abusing time, 
there shall be no gain in time for the one of yous, 
nor space to play it through. 
Your desire for more space and time, 
signals the abuse of space and time, 
and a body of wasted space-time. 
For god's aches (2020)
No man cares for god's aches 
as man likes to believe it cares for man. 
The man chose not to see the gods 
in the divine it chose to claim. 

And when the abuse forms hell and the gods depart, 
only then, when the aches reflect to bite the man 
image of the devil will be accused for abomination no more
but recognized as a serpent made of human men and women. 

God is called on a premise of good intentions 
and with a promise of no repeats in misbehavior. 
Of course, soul free of matter, now believes in 
good, now, when it is nowhere to be found. 

Now, comes the suffering you have abused with your medicines. 
Now, comes death you have abused with your pills. 
Now, comes the hour, one you have abused, over and over again, 
for a piece of paper made out of a tree.. you have abused. 

Proudly. 

Now, when diversity and abundance of life 
you have transformed into diversity and abundance of pain. 

Even now, with the end upon you, you only pledge to feel the shame. 

But now, comes hell to consume you, thorough and slow. 

In fire, now, you realize, what does it truly mean, 
to call god's name in vain. 

In that single, yet painfully infinite, moment of now, you will accept the truth. 
Upon maturation of yours, 'twas the devil in yous who said... 

For god's pain, let me be a man. 
Let me be corrupt, so there can be sin.
Let me be tamed, so I can tame.
For god's aches, you're inhuman, be humane. 

And yous... said yes, 

Am I evil? Yes I am man.
Privatno kazalište javnog pozorišta (2021)
Mirko (divlja životinja): Slavko, de mi reci ovi tvoji ljudi, nikako mi nisu jasne te splačine, u kojem su oni filmu?

Slavko (domaća životinja): A čuj, nema tu puno filozofije, imaš narod od kojeg elita pravi sprdačinu a onda taj isti narod tu elitu slavi. Ne bi se ja tu štel mešat puno, dobil bum po prstima i preskočil ručak, ne, al vak ti to zgleda... 

Novinar: Osoba A da li ste vi sprdačina?
Osoba A (fizička): Ja sprdačina? Pa šta je s vama.. Ni čut.
Novinar: Osoba B da li ste vi sprdačina?
Osoba B (fizička): Ja sprdačina? Mrš u pizdu materinu, nosi se hoštapleru, marš od mene.
Novinar: Osoba C da li ste vi sprdačina?
Osoba C (fizička): Ma dajte molim vas (krsti se), pa ja, ko'? Nosim križ (pokazuje križ s lanca oko vrata), molim se, radim. Nee, nikako. Neću.

Novinar zatim ode do vladajućih...

Novinar: Gospodine 1., da li se vi sprdate s ljudima?
Gosp. 1: Ma dajte molim vas, kakva sprdnja, mi cijenimo (trlja ruke) svakog čovjeka, to su naši ljudi, glasači. Mi smo tu za njih.. bla bla.
Novinar: Gospodine 2., da li se vi sprdate s ljudima?
Gosp. 2: Dragi novinaru, ako se gospodin 1. sprda s ljudima ne znači da to i mi radimo. Pogledajte vi koji su to lopovi.. bla bla.

Novinar zatim svrati do cr[k]veno plavih...

Novinar: Gospodine 3., da li se vi sprdate s ljudima?
Gosp. 3: O Bože vas sačuvaj (krsti se), u Božjoj kući pa tako, kad ste se ispovijedali zadnji put? Pet očenaša molim.

...

Mirko: Pa jebo ga Isus, razumijem da im to paše, ali zašto se tol'ko lažu?

Slavko: Ha, da ne lažu to bi ovako izgledalo...

Novinar: Osoba A da li ste vi sprdačina?
Osoba A: Sprdačina naravno, uvijek bio i uvijek ću pit, pardon, bit (lupa se po prsima).
Novinar: Osoba B da li ste vi sprdačina?
Osoba B: Pa normalno da sam sprdačina. I ćaća mi je sprdačina, i njegov ćaća je bio sprdačina. Svi smo sprdačine. U mene i mali eno ga 'vol'ki sprdačina (pokazuje rukom koliki) na ćaću! (pokazuje dva palca gore) 
Novinar: Osoba C da li ste vi sprdačina? Osoba C: Pa čujte, ja možda jesam sprdačina, možda nisam, ako jesam Bog je tako htio. Ako nisam nije, šta ja znam. Pitajte Boga. Novinar ode do vlade... Novinar: Gospodine 1., da li se vi sprdate s ljudima? Gosp. 1: Svašta, normalno da se sprdam, pa oni su dole mi smo gore. Šta tu nije jasno. Sve jasno, 'ko tu koga i tako dalje... bla bla. Novinar: Gospodine 2., da li se vi sprdate s ljudima? Gosp. 2: Pa, za razliku od ovih prvih, mi smo se uvijek sprdali s ljudima. Nećemo da se lažemo, to je naš prioritet.. bla bla. Novinar zatim svrati do crkve... Novinar: Gospodine 3., da li se vi sprdate s ljudima? Gosp. 3: Pa čujte, naravno, Bog sam, Jahve, znate tako je naredio. Eno, 11. zapovijed kaže "Učite robove poniznošću i žrtvi koja će vas činit sretnim". Smijeh je zdrav, ha sad, nismo to stavili u bibliju, bilo je ono - oćemo nećemo. Na kraju (odmahne šapom) nismo jer ono, očito je, nema potrebe. Zna se. Mirko: Pa dobro onda, šta fali toj istini? Slavko: Mirko Mirko, tsts, ne budi tupav, kad se ne bi lagali kako bi se voljeli? Mirko: Pa ja vas takve ne mogu voljeti, samo trpjeti. Slavko: Koliko god tebi bilo neugodno lagati, toliko je nama neugodno pričati istinu. Mirko: Mislim da sam vas konačno shvatio. Vrag sebe mora lagati da bi se mogao voljeti jer ćud mijenja teško. To znači da je najbolje za oboje da pustimo jedni druge na miru i da se ne miješamo dok ne budemo jednaki, inače ćemo postati hibridi koji u "najboljem" slučaju jednako lažu koliko i govore istinu pa se nikako nećemo razumjeti. Slavko: A ti znaš (odmahuje rukom)...
All ships have sailed (2021)
Looking at the distance
because there's nothing close to sea
all our ships have sailed
beyond the point of no avail

our horizons may be wide now
but devoid of events 
we are particles of dust
and all our remains are waves unalive

was anyone ever here
blinded will one day wonder
but may choose blindness
to remain the only wonder

was anyone ever here
blinded will one day wonder
but may choose blindness
to remain the only wonder

inverse references (signals)

Am I Evil (1980), B. Tatler et al Moja voda (1994), D. Urban et al Lokalna birtija, pijanci et al Top lista nadrealista, B. Đurić et al